July 2012
3 posts
Fin....~
I’m so glad it’s all cleared up now.. =D
And I know I should change my block head, lol
Well, at least I’m being honest to myself and you,
so hopefully it won’t lead to any troubles..
Thank you~
Just please..
I realize that I’m insensitive enough to the situation but please can you just be a person with a decision?
Don’t keep changing your mind after saying such things to others
People will keep misunderstood and in the end, no one can believe you anymore
I won’t take the first step now.. you’re the one who create this whole mess
and I won’t help you to make it rite...
There's always a choice~
I’m well here… Thank you~ =)
Ofc I read all your posts Dear, although I don’t post anything, it doesn’t mean I don’t have time to read… =p
Life is good… and I can say that this half of 2012 is definitely better than the first half of 2011. I’ve becoming more cheerful (quoting from others around me), having my own freedom, and most of all, I’m...
June 2012
6 posts
Baby Steps...
I’ve been taking some baby steps since 2 weeks ago.. well, I know I’ve been taking it since I started my tumblr.. let’s just say that this baby step is a leap..not a step.. Maybe I should change the title into baby leaps, not baby steps.. =p
Anw, although the decision has been taken, still I feel so uneasy, in doubts, and most of all selfish. I know that this is what both of us...
May 2012
2 posts
I’m trying to stay put within…
I know this is so wrong..
But who would be so strong facing someone who constantly giving u everything that u actually expect to receive from somebody else??
I’m happy yet I feel so guilty and selfish..
I know, it’s all within me, I really need to put an end to this..
D~
April 2012
2 posts
March 2012
10 posts
Finally.....~ \(^0^)/
I couldn’t believe how happy I am when I am going to be completely free from you next week….
from your nags, from your curiosity, from your spying, from all your orders… =D
I wish you all the best and please don’t bother me again…
Sincerely yours,
D~
It’s time to put an end to this ridiculous problem…
No one wants to start it but everyone wants the same thing..
Today, I have taken that first step.. however they want to perceive or response will be up to them..
People might say one thing outside but in the same time think differently inside…
I’m not the one to judge, but the more reasons people give, the more it...
Just a sudden thought but I miss your hand patting on my head… =)
I know I’m such a kiddo… =.=
In a spur of moment....
Hey, you know what….
In a spur of moment I went to cut my hair… again…. hahaha, people told me I looked younger now.. (that’s mean I looked old b4 =.= )
In a spur of moment, I often think what would become of me if I didn’t depart from my hometown to Sydney?
In a spur of moment, I also think of what would happen to my relationship now if I didn’t go out with...
February 2012
4 posts
=3=
Don’t bother with the post below… it’s not the person who do you think it is… I guess, there’s only one person in my tumblr that knows exactly who I was talking about…
Talking about my life..it’s been okay for most of the times, I looked healthy outside but inside might going to be ‘rotten’ soon… I really need to ‘clean up’...
I’ve had enough of you…I’m fed up with you…
Don’t worry, I won’t tell the world about you, it’s enough only us know who you really are and the way you get your way around…
Don’t expect too much from me anymore.. two can play the same game at once, if that’s what you really want..
I only hope for your existence to become smaller to...
Some Updates..~
It’s been a while since I posted something in here…
Life’s been good to me and it’s all coz of Him as well that I can stand where I am rite now. Not excessive, but not less either… I’m happy with the current me now. Still, an introvert as ever, lazy to go around, feels really comfortable alone in my room.. hahaha, I don’t think I could change.....
January 2012
1 post
When you meet a person younger than you with childish behaviour, you will wonder about your own behaviour when you were on that age..~
December 2011
6 posts
A week..~
Wow, I can’t believe that I haven’t updating my tumblr for a week… =p I’ve been kinda busy lately with all the working stuff.. All my body felt numb everytime I arrived home and I’d prefer to skip my dinner just to have sleep faster..Also, I still kept getting yelled at by my team leader, although my boss never yell at me.. =.= Anw, I’m still learning and hope...
Delete the "Confidential" Humiliation Please =)
Silly you… I’ve said that I know you weren’t meant to give me that kind of impression.. I just having it suddenly, due to the building up negative feelings. And your post title is ridiculous, why should we go back being friends again?? Aren’t we already friends anyway.. =.= Well, I admit I might be giving a vibe of ‘not my friend’ anymore unintentionally, but...
Reminder...
This post will crack a little of my story, but I think it’s worth it and it’s nothing to be ashamed of..Well,it’s a bit of self evaluation actually.. So, here it goes..
This morning when I caught the train to Burwood, I accidentally sit behind a lady which might having a mental disorder. She kept yelling and talking to herself with a childlike intonation. All passengers in the...
Today's another Exciting Day (>v
Today I went to work by bus and I didn’t realize that it would take me 90 minutes..lol.. well, i did leave home at 5.30 and catch a train to burwood before taking a bus from burwood to my working place.. Probably that’s the most efficient way for now,lol.. And it’s really nice to take a bus in the earlier morning, the weather is nice, I got to enjoy lots of beautiful sceneries...
November 2011
11 posts
End of Soulvember... =)
Today is the last day of November and yeayy… tomorrow is Christmas Month… XD so excited for no particular reason… haha
Anw, yesterday was my first training day, it’s fun, I got to learn lots and lots of stuff and I’m awed by how fast they were.. Just one tiny bit of things, I haven’t done this kind of job for so long that I’m having a muscle pain rite...
Midnite chat??
Well, you my priceless friend over there….who feel that you are
“tidak berharga dan barang obralan..”
You know what?? you never failed to annoy me until this day..
And I’m regret to tell you that I will be happy to kick you when I meet you again..
Till next time.. =)
And thank you for telling me some worthy thing today.. (It choked me to say this actually…)
...
2701...
By the time I write this post, I just realized it’s been passed a day..time sure does fly but I don’t even know what I am doing today.. Let me recall some.. =)
This morning, I went to 9.45 Hillsong service with Miao, well actually we did promise to go together with one of our friends, but this friend of ours just couldn’t get the morning call properly.. geez… hahaha
And,...
Exams done.... =)
Finally…today all my exams are done..and although not official yet, I’ve completed my bachelor course… XD
So start to think what will I do for this holiday?? Well… I want to go somewhere else actually, not cramped in Sydney only.. >.<
Next week, I will start my training though, so excited for it..!! Hopefully all goes well…!!! Owh, I can’t wait for...
Exams Exams...~
It’s been raining since last sunday and the weather forecast said it will be continue like this until the end of the week…
Last Sunday, I went to his brother marriage and I don’t know why but his brother want to celebrate it on a cruise with some fancy dinner.. Definitely not my taste, well I admit I was excited before, but as soon as I stepped on the cruise, I had a sudden...
Today "to do list"
Fine wednesday morning, well at least fine in my bedroom here, outside the wind is just scary that I could even hear to its sounds…
Today I’m really planning not to do anything, curling up in my blanket, having one hibernate day (just like a bear)…hahaha.. But looking around, I realize I still have lots to do today… =.=
Need to vacuum the room, tidying up, do my laundry,...
“Ready to Give
Willing to Share…”
Friend.....Ship
“Make new friends and keep the old, one is silver & the other gold”
I only have several best friends in Sydney, who knows me inside and outside, and I have been trying to do the same to them, although maybe it isn’t enough sometimes to them..
We tried not to quarrel as best as we can, and I’m trying to do my best given I’m impatient. There is one of my best...
Changes....??
I should have written this two days ago… when my friend asked me,” do u think your life changes a lot after…..??? ” (fill in the blanks.. lols)
Honestly, I never think of it until my friend asked me that.. Realizing, it is changing a lot, more colourful, exciting, and less ‘peaceful’… lol
There, I got my answer properly… =p
Everyone thinks of...
Trying to be Patient...~
Finally… I haven’t updated this tumblr for I don’t know how long..lols..
October really packed up for me, probably for every other uni students too.Today I’ve submitted my last assignments for this semester. Although it’s kinda so-so, I’m pretty glad that I put my efforts to it. There’s some issue about this too and I guess Ducky is right, accounting is...
October 2011
11 posts
No Internet... T__T
My life has been experiencing up and down in these 2 weeks… hahaha, I don’t regret any of it though.. I know I made lots of mistakes, but that’s the point of my life. Makes mistakes while u still can, and learn from it.. =)
No internet for these 2 weeks really drives me crazy. I can’t do my assignments, can’t browse, and also can’t update my tumblr. By the time...
Just some thoughts =)
I’ve been living like a little girl that needs protection all the time
I’ve been pretending to be okay all the time
I’ve been acting like I am strong all the time
I’ve been sleeping in people’s arm all the time
I’ve been clinging to them all the time
I’ve known this will come after all these times
Yet I’m not prepared anything for all the time I had
Regret? Yeah, but not a choice.. it’s been such...
Long Day~
Definitely rite..!!
Finally I’ve finished that GCM report and submitted it today…feel really glad to cast that away..lol and glad for not picking up any ‘panicking’ phone call anymore (I do hope forever)..haha
Feels like there’s a lot of stuff happening today, I told one of my besties 3/4 of me, so practically there’s 4 people now in Sydney that know about me...
Home which is not my "Home"
I lived in one of the highest apartment in Sydney yet I don’t feel that high.. :p
Probably they are rite, I’m being bullied inside this flat.. Not my guess, but why should it be me to pick them up? I don’t have any relation with you, so why should I help you carry your shopping bags and stuffs? You don’t even have a right to scold me, so why would you do that? It’s...
Sundae Sunday
Today’s plan mostly is -> GCM Report!! (although there’s mdc homework as well)
My friend has been asking me since last week about this, and probably I’m too relax for it.. And finally just realized I’m really should be PANIC, not RELAX.. especially when my group members have mostly done it.. arghhh… (the moment of truth)
Anyway, just need to worry about this...
